entered the room and he was just looking out the window
ignored the awkwardness and just sat at my desk
logged in my computer and browsed into my mail
no surprises
“my daughter is too busy to talk to me”
and he became a person to me
I don’t know why I think of them this way
as in they have just been the way they are since it begun
I don’t understand anyone
what’s wrong with me?
how could this be
they are all surrogates
it was not just a movie but a reality
there is a something beneath all of them
had lost a 16 years old child 2 years ago
his only son
and he ran
cause how do you live after a part of you
your son
vanishes
dies
in front of your eyes
cause that’s what we all do
just as human as me
said there’s no escape
but we all run
is this my world?
am I the only one living?
how much of it I control?
had he passed the test?
cause its just a big old silly test! Isn’t it?
all the choices in the world
is this what will become of me?
someday
somehow
of all the choices in the world
will I break me?
silent