Closed the last box,
looked around; sighed and stood up
decided to take a last look
and there it was…
god knows for how long or how l had missed it all along
from then It felt like watching the last episode of your favorite tv show  for hours
cause nothing would/could quiet replace it
no matter what, you’ll miss it all, every episode of every season
you can watch that last episode over and over again or even the entire series
but it will always end the same way
it is what it is
there’s no escape now
so I let go of myself
for all the stupidness
all the joy
all the sadness
and every other moment of it
cause how do you keep it all together
light was gone when I came back to reality
tiles had lost their chill
still in the same position, staring under the bed
in agony reached out for it, bane of my life
held it firm; deciding where to go from here
then left it back in the darkness
where it belongs
cause after all
a half empty jar of pickles could not be the worst welcoming gift for the new people page monitor .